sorry..my English is not so well.Wish say that you before…
It seems a little different.I can not ask you “why?” or say “because..”…
I write a letter to you, on my table, from far far away…Today. My pencil fall on the flor and try to take “him” again. Under the table is “yesterday”. I look to the wall “Monday”, to the other “Sunday”. The room is “two weeks ago”,bedroom is “four”, kitchen “ten”…Later I look to the mirror, like “this December”, my face is a “poor November”…Try to take my pencil again…From today…İf…
The women started knitting the scarf tightly and quickly, so that the wounds could close easily..Deep and heavy just like the cliffs on the beach.Where you fell. Where “I” fell…
Arriving at the Harem terminal Station early. I’m waiting for the morning lights on the same bench again. Silent İstanbul…How are you? You don’t need to answer ,if you not wish..Not wish ,to talk with me…You chanced…Like me…
I have any pillow.Sadly..My body begin to hurt. A pigeon come close to me. I look to her eyes,brown and a little red. Has any afraid.Like a pictorial; like you ,can fly..A man, his singlet ,very dirty, try to ask quiet…Try to know, where ı will to go…Anywhere…Somewhere…He left me slowly.Whatever, ı will newer see him again and will to keep him behind me..Like..The clouds begin to chance, the sun smile, smartass.Now ı must stay on my feed and walk again to my way. A way..
Did anyone say to you,that we lost our son..In a hotel room, in a white colored bathroom…He had a blue shirt and dockers trousers on,had pretty smile, curly brown hair, brown eyes on mine, in my dream..He say all time…OK…I think he had forgive me..But ı can not forgive myself.. He touched my hand before he went in the darkness..I can newer..
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A cat is standing across the street.A spotted bow tie around her neck.He ask me a simple question, the price of my life.If it is cheap he will buy it without thinking…I had a smile..It was free…My hat fell in front of me.My hair is disheveled like my minde..I kiss you because you deserve it..Understand it…